Quote of the day.

"Some people just need a high five.....

In the face......

With a chair!"

The baby blues. :(

we have been married for two and a half years now and for the first two solid years having a baby never even crossed my mind. but all of a sudden its like a switch has flipped in my head. i really want to be a mom. i always just figured that when we wanted a baby, it would happen no problem. boy was i wrong. :( we have been off birth control for a year and a half. we started really "trying" in May. its been four months in a row of disappointment. the first two months were the hardest. i would have myself convinced that we were pregnant. and when i found out i wasn't i would just ball. now I'm on to month five. i am starting to get concerned. i have planned on being a mom my entire life. i always looked up to my mom for being an awesome stay at home mom. its even the reason i went to hair school. i have always planned on staying home with my kids and doing hair to make money. now i have a house.... i am building a salon in my house... and i am not getting pregnant. :( what if i cant have kids??? i had never even considered this being a problem before. people tell me not to worry about it.. but its always in the back of my mind. i went to a friends house last night to see her new baby. i couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to hold my own baby in my arms. the thought of it never happening breaks my heart. :( i just don't understand why we cant get pregnant. it doesn't make sense that heavenly father would allow all of these 16 year olds and single moms to have a baby but not a couple who want it and have been sealed in the temple. i know we would be really good parents. anyways... i guess i will just keep praying and be patient and hope that it will happen for us. i know it takes people a long time sometimes but its just really hard. i just needed to vent for a minute.

we took this window out and installed french doors! it turned out so beautiful!
this floor was under the carpet. all we had to do was sand it and finish it!
the color i painted is called silver sage!
my mom helped me paint!!! ( when we were outside rinsing off the brushes, there was an enormous wolf spider on her back!!) haha!!!

this summer and my birthday!

This summer has been a busy one!! i have been working so hard on trying to turn one of my bed rooms into a salon. i really want to quit working at the salon and just work from home. i hired a contractor named ron to do it for me! he is the guy who built my parents house. its ended up costing an arm and a leg but i hope it will all be worth it in the end.

summer 2010!!!

Well i guess since i have not updated this in almost a year, here goes.. surprisingly nothing much has happened.. We bought a house last september! i love it so much! we have not gone anywhere exciting.. i work entirely too much to do anything fun.. and my work is extremely anal about giving anyone time off... its sad that im actually afraid to ask for a day off... it sucks. anyways... my birthday was august 19th so i took that weekend off. it was the first weekend i have had off this entire year!!!! we went to park city to shop and then we went to lava hot springs for the weekend. it was a lot of fun! i got a lot of cute clothes from park city! i love shopping! Alec is in boston for the week for work.. so this morning we woke up early and went to breakfast before i took him to the airport. im sad. :( its labor day today and i have done absolutely nothing besides clean my house, do laundry, and talk to my cat. i tried to hang some cute shelves in my house today but i ended up just making some huge holes in the wall... it was so frustrating... hopefully when alec gets home he can help me cause i clearly dont know what im doing!!!

We have a Blog????

My name is Morgan Casper. I am attempting to create a blog. I'm not sure how exciting it will be. i don't get on the internet very often. but, non the less.. here we go. My husbands name is Alec Casper. We met on a blind date in april of 2008. we were married in March 2009 in the Logan temple! I cant believe we have been married for almost a year already! This year has been a great one! We bought a house in September in layton, and Alec started school. He has a long road ahead, but we are hoping it will be worth it in the end! thats all for now. hopefully there will be more to write in the future!